Baba’s Princess

I miss you, today, and everyday.
I wish i could sleep in you arms, once again. Just lie by your side and forget all my worries, i wish you could give me that sweet head massage, that proud smile, letting me take all your money, as i look at you laughing out. I wish i could have your physical presence here. I wish i could just hug you, and forget about this cruel world that we live in.
Thanks for making me kind, compassionate, strong, understanding. A human basically. Thanks for encouraging me to take my own decisions, and for standing by it. Thanks for believing in me, and for making me believe in me.
Thanks for trusting me when the world doubted me, Thanks for having confidence in a girl that she can be better than boys, and thanks for raising me that way.
Thanks for giving me lessons to not judge people, and help people out when and where we can, thanks for making me understand the concept of giving happiness, and not just expecting it. In this world of pocket moneys, thanks for making me financially independent.
Thanks for being such a good person, thanks for letting me learn by seeing you actually do, and not just by saying. Thanks for loving me enough to set me free.
Thanks for setting the standard so high. Thanks for being an example of kindness, lessons, and an epitome of love.
4 years from an urdu calendar they say, and i still can’t believe it. 4 years!!!! Without you!!
People often complain i live in my own “world” these days. How can i show them that my imaginary world is so much better, with you. Around you.
Just dreaming of you, after a stressful day, relieves me, makes me smile, how can i tell people that you exist, and i am more happy there, with you, than here, with them?
You’ll forever be my King! My everything.

Forever, and ever,
Your “Princess”, as you called me.

-Aahilic Aish

Secret keeper.

You know the parts of me,
that i hide from everybody else.
-Aahilic Aish.

Your Smile :)

You smile,

And my heart dances up,
My gaze freezes on you,
And i notice,
I have never really been happier than this moment,
Right here with you. Right now.

So tell me, will you smile,
And make the sun a lil jealous,
And light up my world,
With your smile?

-Aahilic Aish

An Open Letter….

My dear bestie,

I know i am hard to handle at times; ok! most of the time!

I  know i make you go Miles to do things for me, and then i expect you to keep up with my ever changing moods, and you are expected to behave accordingly too.

I know i am a mess, i make your life even harder, but i know you won’t mind me clinging on to some part of you, forever, like a small baby, depending on you for everything, from making up, breaking up, patching up, relationship advice, to ruthless, brutal truths. You Are my unsensored mirror, somebody who reflects my mistakes and enhances my good things even more, without a glitch. My heart searches for you, in silences, and in chaos; you are all i need. 

You are my magic potion, my pixie dust, and my most unexpected miracle.

-Aahilic Aish

 You save me from delibrate attempts of self loathing, and from the gorges of depressions, you bring happiness into my life, your presence quenches my thirst for love, and care. You give me unbiased opinions, and most lame ideas to get me through my over exaggerated problems.

I know it’s hard for you, to have an introvert friend, who never gets you, for being unexpressive, yet expects you to deal with all her crap. Trust me, you are doing a great job! 

To tame a rebellious girl like me, into a lady of class, makes you deserve an insignia of the highest order. You, yeah you, tame this notorious girl, you save her from drowning into the ocean, you are the light that saves me from the dark alleys, and blunt corners.

Your edgeless remarks to correct me, and the way you never give up on me, makes me think of  the good things i must have done, to deserve somebody like you. The way you treat me, trust me, and know me more than myself, makes me fall for you, not romantically, but in the most truest, and purest of love; some thing that can not be superficialized by these lusty desires, and fantasies, but the deepest and the most unadulterated, uncontaminated, and soul-refreshing form of love.

-Aahilic Aish

Let go!

To let go is sometimes the best thing to do.

It is okay to not deal with all the crap that people put you through;

It’s okay to ignore the egoistic minds, and selfish hearts!

It’s okay to give your heart, some time to heal.

It’s okay to forgive people, who never seek forgiveness.

It’s okay tk crush your ego, kill your hatred, and let the bud of love blossom!

It’s okay to let go, not for them, but for you!! That way, you open your heart for things that really matter to you, and you open your mind for thoughts that really deserve a place.

-Aahilic Aish

-Aahilic Aish

You are!

You! You are the reason i believe in love, you are the only thought which gives me butterflies, the only poem i can recite, and the only story i’ll ever know, by-heart.

You are the smile that curves up on my lips, the spark that lights up my eyes, the colour that blushes my cheeks, and the tone that enlightens my soul.

You are the truth, you are the fact, and you are the only reasoning to my life.

You are that adrenaline rush inside me, when i am on a crazy adventure. 

You are the song i would like to mumble in my sleep, and you are the name i wish to take, when i wake up every morning.

You are the warmth of the sun that touches me softly, you are the gleam of the moon which guides me at nights. You are the rain that brings happiness, and prospers the harvests of love.

You are the rainbow, by the ends of which i always find treasures.

You are the gold, you are the diamond that is engraved in the crown of my life. 👑

You are the only canvas i wanna paint in the tone of my love, Red. Bold. Bright. in this black and white world of mine.

You, my dear, are more than just a mere human.

You are an Angel sent from above the skies, to love, to be loved.

-Aahilic Aish

To fight with you, is to love you.

–Aahilic Aish

So much of you, remains in me!

The air i breathe, 

the words i use,
The colours i wear,
the  sky i live under,
the scent i smell of,
the world i live in,
the thoughts i have,
the pain i suffer,
the heart break i experienced,
that favorite black dress,
that long tee of yours,
that bold red lipstick,
that high ponytail,
that voice,
that smile,
those kohl’ed eyes,
those naughty fringes on the forehead,
those unplanned forehead kisses,
those planned cancellations,
those unplanned get-togethers,
those doubts,
those self trust issues,
that heart break,
that running away from your memories,
that numbness….
Everything reminds me. of you.
So much of you. remains in me.

–AahilicAish

You can’t hunt down those who choose to stand back up!

It’s been a long time i chose not to fight my battles against you, thinking it was mutual, but i have my armour on now, and there is no turning back, this war is called for. It’s not just about winning or losing, it’s about who’s right, and i know you aren’t, ’cause i have never seen the courage in your eyes, the courage that the truth holds. You have always been one of those shoot from behind the bushes, and it’s time i hunt you all down, so i know my stand! It’s important for me you see, to look into the mirror and not be ashamed..

I know i won’t lose, ’cause no matter how many times you hit me, and you hit me hard, i’ll not back down

And,I don’t see how you can hunt me down, when i choose to stand up every time you shoot at me. Everytime, stronger than before.

-Aahilic Aish

A bond unbreakable!

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You make me blush like i mean the world to you.

You seem like you can write poems for me,

like some stories that never end.

Like i’ll have a ‘writer’s block’ when i finally meet you.

Like Words will diminish your worth, 

You act like Me.

Sometimes, that’s what scares me,

but when it’s you,

i am ready to take this chance too,

 ’cause i know the relation we have may break, 

but the bond we share won’t, ever change.

 ’cause i know the relation we have may break, 

but the bond we share won’t, ever change.

-AahilicAish

-AahilicAish